Står i fullt krig
med mitt liv
med världen omkring mig

än slåss vi med saxar och rakblad
men pillerna gömmer sig bakom ett hörn
sticker fram precis lagom lite
en ständig påminnelse
att mina händer
kan förstöra det här livet
avsluta kriget
fred
tystnad
lugn

Have you ever woken up and just wanted to die?
Have you ever woken up and asked yourself, "Why am I still alive?"

How is it
that almost every night so I cry myself to sleep
If I fall asleep

I have no strength longer
I isolated myself from the world
Still, everything hurt so much


I do not know if this is my journey to becoming completely unemotional
Or my journey to a slow but sure death
Anyway
I'm probably already dead

But what do I know?
I'm just another ignorant person alive.